Who can I talk to? My family is no help, and I wouldnt trust their words to me. Who would want to hear that your nuts for the feelings you are having? Not me thats for sure. I might be blowing some things out into the deep, but I am getting seriously FUSTRATED and NUTS. You know I dont expect anyone to sit here and read my stuff . But when I write my feelings/thoughts it takes some of the heaviness off me. So read this or dont either way I dont care/mind.